Monday, November 29, 2010

Oooohh...busy,busy,busy...

 Weee.......it has been a busy week. Last weekend, balik kampung. This week, lagi la busy. Esok appointment dekat hospital.Lusa, not sure yet. Tapi tulat, kena pegi Ipoh dah. My along, finally jumpa jodoh and will be settling down. Hahaha. Alhamdulillah. Tinggal la saya sorang. Insyaallah, soon.

 Hari ini, saya dapat keluar dengan senang hatinya dengan my other half and si kecik Mya. Go to Tesco first, beli barang-barang dapur. Then, go to JJ Tebrau, makan, Toys"R"Us, Clinique and Watson's. Mujur la dekat dalam Toys"R"Us, si kecik tak meragam sangat nak itu ini. Kena control. Kalau tak, poket hangus woooo :O


Memang la I kata keluar dengan senang hati kan. Memang la senang hati. Orang lain tolong tolakkan wheelchair. :D

Until then, I akan upload the journey to northern state and my brother's wedding.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Tak paham-paham lagi ke?

Sekolah dah mula cuti kan. Shopping mall mula la penuh dengan budak-budak. Bila aku 'berjalan' guna wheelchair, banyak mata memerhati. Lagi-lagi kalau nampak parut sejengkal dekat kepala lutut tuh. Tapi, bagi orang yang mendengar sahaja berita kita masuk spital operate tanpa mengetahui perkara sebenar, macam-macam fitnah tabur. Konon aku mengada-ngada, tak operate pun. Saja tak nak pegi mengajar. Malas nak kerja.

Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa sakitnya hati ni. HOI!! Aku memang sakit. Kaki ni pun belum dapat bengkok 90 darjah. Berjalan mana-mana masih bertongkat. Belum mampu kaki tampung berat badan. Pegi fisioterapi, diorang tolak kaki ni bagi bengkok. Macam mana sakitnya? Cuba korang buat split, paksa diri buat split, macam gimnas buat tu. Kaki satu depan, satu belakang. Lurus dua-dua. Boleh tak? Kalau bukan ahli gimnastik, sakit kan?? Macam itulah sakitnya. Tapi macam kes aku, memang kena paksa. Azab tak terkata.

So, janganlah nak terus jatuh hukum dekat aku kalau tak tahu cerita. Aku sakit ni, cara Tuhan bagi aku peluang bersihkan dosa-dosa aku. Janganlah nak tabur fitnah and cerita yang tak relevan langsung. Aku sayangkan budak-budak yang aku mengajar. Kalau boleh berjalan macam biasa, memang aku ke sekolah. Kesian budak-budak. Tanggungjawab aku mendidik mereka. Aku nak gaji aku bukan setakat halal, tapi bersih. Maksud bersih? Betul-betul jalankan tugas dan tanggungjawab mendidik budak-budak dan tugas-tugas yang diamanahkan di tempat kerja. Bukan ke sekolah, bagi budak bola sebiji, lantak ko main. Aku nak makan pagi. Haa......Jawab sendirilah....

Pagi esok another trip to physio. Another painful session. Tapi aku nak sembuh. Mungkin tak dapat macam dulu semula. Active. But at least, do other stuffs like walking, cooking, driving like many normal people do. Insyaallah.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

The story of my knee....

Here we go....

It started with a swollen knee. Went to see an orthopaedic, did MRI, then laporoscopy. After one and a half months, I fell down due to the knee "give way". This time, major surgery (Tuhan je yang tahu perasaan masa ni). So, on 7 October, I pun dibedahlah. Knee realignment. My knee cap was off by 30 degrees. That's why la kena fix kan. Here's my pic.



Ni kaki dalam simen. Hujung tu pakai socks, too cold dalam ward. This pic my other half yang ambik.

Doc said kaki will be in cast for at least 4 weeks. Yikes! Macam-macam cerita dah sampai kat telinga pasal pakai cast ni. 

However, tak sampai a week, I went back to the doctor and asked him what was wrong with the cast. My leg, from ankle down was swollen, pale and numb. Turned out the cast was gripping my ankle badly. So, the doctor removed top half of my cast (yeay!!) But I was shocked to see my knee.


This is my knee after the stitches have been removed. Lipan!! 21 stitches. Photo masa stitches still there ada dalam handphone, belum berjaya di'upload' lagi. Itu betul-betul macam lipan. 

I quickly applied Bio-Oil after the wounds dry completely. So, the scar was not really bad. My next entry will be about my journey after the cast was removed. The painful journey of physiotherapy.


Here's my first post

Assalamualaikum and greetings to all.

Wow!  Dah lama nak tulis, tapi tak pernah ada masa nak buat. However, thanx to the producer and writer of Ugly Betty Season 4 (the final season baru nak tengok), finally I have the courage to start my own blog. Many more will come, Insyaallah. Gambar belum sempat upload, since semua pics dalam external hard drive. Since school holiday dah mula ( mine started 5 weeks earlier!), I will definitely try to come up with many interesting stories to be shared with all of you out there.